Truth of Her

Alone.
Pain.
Suffer.
Empty.
Sad.
Left behind.
Abandoned.
Tortured.
Confused.
Depressed.
Miserable.

Seems strong. Actually she’s weak.
Lack of things, lack of attentions, lack of love.
She wonders.. Does someone notice my existence?

But.. happy.. so should I.
Fake smiling. More fake smiling.
Lie. More lie.
Betray your heart. More betrayal.
Put the masks on. Act.
But.. happy.. so should I.

She’s a good actress.
Can she hold all of that?
No, I doubt it.
She will be a masochist, sooner or later, because of the impulse of the moment.
Poor girl.

-CA

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